Excruciating Agony: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden pain erupted behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more often affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe pain focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical medical records suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the condition note this.
In 1998, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed.
National guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known people.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a